QUADRUPLE O-M-G.
My brother is on youtube. HAHAH! This is so funny! Or not, heehee. I just watched it, its so stange to see my brother on youtube. Well, he and someone are singing while someone else is playing the guitar. Go find him yourself. :D HAHAA. I am too embarrassed.
I had sushi-teh for lunch. I am very sick of raw fish at this moment. I had tons of it today and I'm staying off raw fish for the moment. So CY, I know we're supposed to go for sushi buffet, but sorrrrrry. ): Maybe when I'm not so sick of fish alright? I promise we'll go some day. & dude, we NEED to go out before you leave for one whole year! At least you'll be in some cool place & maybe you might meet Orlando Bloom. :P Like seriously, you're one of the funniest people to talk to on msn. :D There better be internet connection there!
I'd learn another language just to talk to you.
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving
But I go nowhere
Yeah I know that
Everyone gets scared
But I've become
What I can't be
You start to wonder why
You're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything
To get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Can you see what I see
Hello, I love my presents. The last thing I actually expected was like everything was GREEN! Haha. :D Thanks a million yeah? I love them all. My christmas was spent at home. Well, nothing was done really. Just slacked my day away & opened my presents. Well, I was sleepy. Very sleepy. That was about it? Yeah. On boxing day, I went out shopppping! Haha, went from city hall to town to newton and back home. Long trip! & my brother came home for dinner. Too bad he couldn't come back on christmas day itself.
Yesterday went KAYAKING. I was in the same kayak as Nadia, she was tired like after 1-/15 minutes so I practically rowed for her most of the time. Now I can't reach behind my back properly due to muscle ache. Haha! I swear I was mega tired or something, I could barely stay awake and slept for ten hours that night. Maybe it was due to my waking up at seven in the morning. I think I'm crazy. Oh well, went to town after that and caught National Treasure 2. It was pretty sweet, it had people wondering if it was real. I think there's a sequel to the show, I want to watch it! :D Headed off to my aunt's house with Dennis & Nadia after that. I took a few photos of Nathaniel taking pictures but too bad I can't transfer the pictures on this computer. Played monopoly and everything. Then headed home late at night.
Today I was planning to play the sims all day or something. In the end I had last minute plans and went off to Wisma to meet Nandee, Jonella & Sa. Calvin came later. Went window shopping and had beer battered fish(salt & vinegar) plus peach bubble tea at Far East. Later had sushi & orange juice from the supermarket at isetan(? Haha). And AGAIN, I walked in the wrong direction, haha! It was so stupid, I stopped in the middle of the path and squinted in the distance wondering where on earth Far East went. HAHAHA. Second time already, how horrible. I should seriously look before I walk. Had pizza when I came home. :D
What's your vice? You know that mine's the illusion that I'm okay.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
A heart that crashed & burned in shame.
So mass ended up alright, sat with the choir people & now they are getting me to join the choir. I'm not really excited to do it, but I'll just do it. Makes my life alot easier on Sundays. Thanks to everyone for the presents. (: Really sweet. The lady next to me at the choir bench was really cheery, her name's Rain(Spelling?), at least I think it's Rain. She's nice. (:
After mass did the usual exchanging of presents etc. Then half of us went to Sa's house. Played with the roulette wheel. By the way, I learnt TWO things from playing. 1) Red pepper spice + limeade = CHEMICAL REACTION. 2) Baileys + BBQ sauce = Vomit looking chunky gross drink. HAHAHA. Played twister and seriously got mega twisted up. Twisted until my leg started to cramp. Haha! Then it was to card games, taidi. Love the game. Everyone was 'drunk' because we kept putting all the wrong cards/smaller numbers down & we would be like "Eh, I never see, sorry. Very tired la." Haha! Then after awhile people started to fall asleep, then we all went homeeeee. :D
I pray that you will always be my guardian angel.
Monday, December 24, 2007
Okay, yesterday was totally spent not at home. My cousin & family came down to Singapore (Celebrating Christmas with us I guess?). Went for lunch at a cousin's house. All the kids were there, :D The little boy from HONGKONG, Nathaniel was so cute. He has a hongkong accent. :D Mega cute! And he didn't like his picture to be taken, haha! He would put his hand at the camera and go 'No, no!'. HAHAHA, HE'S SO CUTE. I'm going to miss him when he leaves. ): His younger sister is like a walking doll. Someone took a picture of her & the flash was on. After that she just blinked really hard for awhile and she looked so SHOCKED. How cute is that? (:
Tonight, midnight mass? I still haven't wrapped anything. Talk about procrastination. I am such a sucker. I better start on something.... I seriously have no idea what I am doing this year, :/ All I know is that I am supposed to go out with alot of people within the last few days of my holidays, how am I supposed to do that? This is crazy. Movies, buffets, everything else in between. D: Next year is coming so fast, I have already planned how 2Jan will start. Talk about OCD, now begins the nightmarish side of my life. I wonder what will happen today. I still haven't decided on what to wear. Applausi(Its italian).
I don't believe in change, but its alright to feel the pain. Everybody feels some pain sometime.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Okay, tuesday went to vivo. Had superdog & sushi. On Wednesday Charlene Goh turned SIXTEEN! Friday I went to the doctor & got a cream, I think I'll need to go to a specialist in the end. Which reminds me, I wonder whats my backbone degree now. Haha, I feel so sickly. HAHAHA. Today went to Ralph(Big)'s house for his inaugral birthday "party". Haha, it was more like a food fest. Pizza, sushi, nachos. I love my food, (:
OHMYGOD. My brother caught a cockroach, put it in a container & shook it like crazy. The cockroach broke a few legs but is still alive. OMG. I AM. IN SHOCK. TRAUMATIZED. COCKROACHES SUCK! Most of the time.
& everytime, it feels like we are going to make it, that's when it falls apart. What do you want for christmas? All the little games we play & all the foolish things we say.
Monday, December 17, 2007
Hi, my right arm is aching. So around midnight on Saturday, I got a call & two people wanted to come to church with me. So okay, on Sunday I TOOK THE WRONG BUS. & I have been taking the bloody bus for how many years? Haha. I ended up in Bukit Merah, somewhere which didn't have any buses that went to church & I ended up cabbing. I still can't believe I took the bloody wrong bus. Okay, so after mass waited around in church awhile for mother, but apparently she went to another church.
The three of us headed off to town and walked around for abit. I swear BFF is the ultimate at DDR okay. I have never seen someone so good at DDR before. It's scary. Haha. Then we played air hockey. BFF kick our asses (Mine & Bhag). I swear she plays at the arcade daily or something. She's damn good. Had pastamania for lunch. It was like garlic bread & a drink for me, we weren't exactly hungry. Later headed off to where Laura worked & got a cake from there. It was mega rich & it had HAZELNUT CRUNCH. :D Love the hazelnut crunch stuff. Then Des came.
We were looking for cinemas which weren't full & we found THE GOLDEN COMPASS had empty seats & we went to watch it. The thing was, all four of us had watched the show before. At one point we even sat with syncronised legs, right over left. But still, I like the show. :D After that we went to the arcade again. AIRHOCKEY-ED again. We kept switching partners. & anyone who parterned with BFF always won. Hahaha! The funniest part was when Bhag & Des paired, they couldn't stop fighting & they literally climbed on the airhockey table to get the pucks before us. Haha! They were using both arms to block the entire goal, but somehow we still managed to win 8-3! HAHAHAHA. Then we played Daytona. I crashed once, Des crashed 4 times. In the end, Bhag won(Mega unexpected okay), I was second, Bff was third & Des was fourth(crashed four times yo. Haha.). Walked outside and saw temporary tattoos/ hair extensions. Des got a tattoo while the rest of us got hair extensions, blue coloured. Just one small streak. I can hide mine quite easily. (: After that we parted ways.
Today my arm is still aching. God bless Singapore. HAHAHAHAHAHA. May we all play good air hockey and even though we cheat, still score. :D
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Two years ago? Two and a half years ago? Back when I had short-er hair :D I miss having short-er hair. But people always tend to get the wrong idea, whatever.
Right back where we started,
Falling apart at the seams.
You tagged your name on my heart
&I sat there and let it bleed.
PEOPLE, I ADVICE YOU NOT TO WATCH ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS. I really regret watching it, it was so boring, if not for the eight bucks I spent, I would've probably got up & left. It was a horrible show. At least I had salted popcorn dunked in nachos cheese plus sushi before, ♥ times a million for good food. Yesterday Charissa came over & we played THESIMS2 & now she's addicted. Heehee! :D You should play it tooooooo.
Today I bought twenty bucks worth of stuff before heading off to town with Jesaike! The NOISE SINGAPORE thing is really cool, I love the artwork and photography like crazy. The first thing I could think of when I stepped into the place was DAUGHTRY! Memories, (: Got muffins from villa'ge. Ate them when I came back. Listen to Blake Lewis - How Many Words & Blake Lewis - I Got U & Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar.
YAY, TAYLOR SWIFT IS FINALLY GETTING RECOGNITION IN SINGAPORE. :D GO LISTEN TO HER WHOLE ALBUM. Great album. (:
I'm letting you go.
You're letting me down.
Been caught in your rain,
& I almost drowned.
I'm letting you go.
Our love's black and blue.
How many words does it take to say I'm through?
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Bring the short hair back.
SERIOUSLY.
I've been a bum. I haven't been doing nothing but talking. Not exactly talking, but yeah. I want to make plans, but people have work. I want to watch Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium. It's so coooooooool. Seriously. I watched the Natalie Portman interview awhile back & have been wanting to watch the show since. "I asked for a lollipop & I got a lemur!" That's just fantastic. I LOVE it. :D
By the way, I can't believe my life is going the way it is. I feel like I'm stuck in the past but bodily we're all the age we are now. Strange, no? The thing is, I still have the feeling something's going to go wrong.
Taking a look at these photographs
Fighting my tears I try to relax
Cause you came and you left
& it all went by so fast
Friday, December 07, 2007
A teardrop for whoever can guess which band the title of this post came from. No, I am neither sadistic nor emo.
Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue,
Depictions we see, try and get through-
Admitting mistakes can't hurt,
I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first.
How pretty is that? (: I think it's amazing. The screaming isn't too much to my liking, but I can live with it. I just love that bit the most. Maybe I should get all tattooed and buff and join them! HAHA. I am smirking to myself at the thought, it'd be hilarious, with the piercings and everything.
Well, ALL THE CANCER CELLS ARE GONE, poof. :D Woo-hoo. Let's just hope recovery goes well.The wedding preperations are well underway. The past few days have been pretty. Went out with Lin, Spiff & Bhag on Thursday, watched The Golden Compass. The stupid thing has two sequels. Why didn't someone tell me? The ending was crap, I would have preferred it if [SPOILER!]they didn't tell us about her deciding what war it'll be & just ended with the kids being reunited with their parents, the cliffhanger was such a bad one, I really am not motivated to watch the second movie[END OF SPOILER!]. Got chocolate for Lin's father & ended up not getting starbucks, cause Lin & I didn't like coffee, haha! Went homeeeeeee.
Bleeding lies on a pretty face, pay attention. I won't be here forever.
-Hendricks Marianne Jeanne.
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Tomorrow is going to be a long day. I am not looking forward to waking up early, but I'll do it. Right now, all I can think of is Don't Speak. If you know me well enough, you'll know what Don't Speak is.
I don't understand why abnormal tissue growth exists, there's gotta be a better way to die than from cancer/tumors. Pollutants should be abolished. I should engross myself in something productive and stop thinking so much.
I know what you're thinking. I don't need your reasons.
She's got a slave-boy, you. Chained in shackles & wrapped around her finger. You'd do anything for her.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
I am beyond bored. I can't believe I accidentally deleted the wrong sims, ARGH. That was ultimate stupidity. Okay, I really hope the operation will go smoothly & she'll be okay. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow. & I'm 90% not getting a job. Ha. Talk about procrastination!
I have fallen to my knees as I sing a lullaby of pain. I'm feeling broken in my melody as I sing to help the tears go away.
Kutless are the shit.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Alright, my hard disk is giving trouble, so I will probably not be coming online as often until a new hard disk is up. The hard disk is the one with ALL MY DOCUMENTS. I will die if it crashes, you hear me? So it better not die. Tons of videos & pictures are inside, I will DIE. I'm scared that it'll crash. So I better back up everything soon.
Walking has increased my appetite by a million-fold. I had three bowls of cereal today. That was in the duration of only a few hours. But it was the blueberry morning. It should be called cereal sins or something man. Haha. Okay, I want to crash my brother's house & eat pizza. I WANNNNNNNNT. Never invite me, tsk. Okay, sudden craving for tomyambanmian, again. PS calls. But I dont' want to go there again, after what happened the other time. It was really scary/freaky/weird.
Who's to say "I might have changed it all"? Our lives are better left to chance. You can't cheat death.
My cousin is going for operation on my brother's birthday. My other cousin won't be here for my other brother's wedding. Well, I'm crossing my fingers & hoping for the best. Smile as you will, brighen my day with a thrill.
